[ Ah. The smile fades at that. He looks away. There's a moment of silence as he struggles for words - not even the perfect words, just any words that aren't fucking awful.
Finally: ]
I - am not thinking about it, now. [ He takes a very slight breath. ] Not much, in any case. When I do, I mostly think, what the fuck are you doing, you're going to - [ Break his heart is another phrase that is not really fair game for being uttered now. Instead, he just trails off, and asks a question of his own: ] You'd tell me if I ever started being a monster to you, though. Wouldn't you? You wouldn't just accept it.
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Date: 2020-11-08 09:44 pm (UTC)Finally: ]
I - am not thinking about it, now. [ He takes a very slight breath. ] Not much, in any case. When I do, I mostly think, what the fuck are you doing, you're going to - [ Break his heart is another phrase that is not really fair game for being uttered now. Instead, he just trails off, and asks a question of his own: ] You'd tell me if I ever started being a monster to you, though. Wouldn't you? You wouldn't just accept it.