[ Her eyes cut away at that, finding out where the gold and emerald of her ring sits on her side table waiting patiently to return to her hand.
Alexandrie is waiting patiently for a return too.
The difference is that Bastien is here and when I do not share your bed I sleep with memory.
But even with Loki months gone she has no fear she is unloved, has been forgotten. How can her heart feel so secure in one pair of hands and so brittle in another?
She shakes her head a little. ]
I do not know. Nothing. It is not about Bastien. I do not know what it is about.
[ How long does it take to go to the kitchens? She shouldn’t have said anything at all, but the idea of dissembling was unconscionable. ]
Tell me I am beautiful and that you miss me when I am gone and that cake is a fine breakfast and then I will smile again and be in good humour and later I will... try to learn what it is that is broken in me.
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Date: 2021-02-13 09:10 pm (UTC)Alexandrie is waiting patiently for a return too.
The difference is that Bastien is here and when I do not share your bed I sleep with memory.
But even with Loki months gone she has no fear she is unloved, has been forgotten. How can her heart feel so secure in one pair of hands and so brittle in another?
She shakes her head a little. ]
I do not know. Nothing. It is not about Bastien. I do not know what it is about.
[ How long does it take to go to the kitchens? She shouldn’t have said anything at all, but the idea of dissembling was unconscionable. ]
Tell me I am beautiful and that you miss me when I am gone and that cake is a fine breakfast and then I will smile again and be in good humour and later I will... try to learn what it is that is broken in me.