( it's such a fine needle to thread: that she'd thought he must care for her, because she cares for him, but he'd care in a way that she could bear, in the distance they've never managed to bridge,
and then she'd felt sure, stupidly and suddenly certain of being wrong, and now he says
he says
he says it very sarcastically, but she's too relieved to hear a warning in it and it's an abrupt thing when she drops sewing basket and shirt and needles on the floor and doesn't remember the movement between spaces required that she should collide, full bodied, with his shoulder and burst excruciatingly, awfully into tears that she's stoppered for weeks now and rattle her teeth in her head with their force. she lands mostly in his lap, and slightly hysterically, ) Okay, great, that's what I thought.
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Date: 2021-06-09 11:20 pm (UTC)and then she'd felt sure, stupidly and suddenly certain of being wrong, and now he says
he says
he says it very sarcastically, but she's too relieved to hear a warning in it and it's an abrupt thing when she drops sewing basket and shirt and needles on the floor and doesn't remember the movement between spaces required that she should collide, full bodied, with his shoulder and burst excruciatingly, awfully into tears that she's stoppered for weeks now and rattle her teeth in her head with their force. she lands mostly in his lap, and slightly hysterically, ) Okay, great, that's what I thought.