( funnily enough, she doesn't feel all right, but some of the disjointed rambling into what's probably a quite nice shirt even if she didn't make it may or may not illuminate anything further, )

I thought you wouldn't mind because we care about each other and you don't have to argue with people all of the time and you'd probably be tired and I could, I could, I could,

( she is holding his handkerchief very tightly, )

keep you company.

( but it's hard not to pick at him, it's habit, and what if actually he was just tired of her. )