[ Alexandrie closes her eyes, tries to feel only the way his hand folds around hers. Tries to remember it better, brighter, than she remembers every time she reached for him and he would not reach back. ]
I try very hard to stop looking for ways to hurt myself with you.
[ To let go of the very first armor she had to craft in the wretched aftermath of the betrayal that had plotted the course of her life.
She opens her eyes, smiles small and soft beside the tear that tracks down towards her chin to fall. ]
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Date: 2021-08-12 08:42 pm (UTC)[ Alexandrie closes her eyes, tries to feel only the way his hand folds around hers. Tries to remember it better, brighter, than she remembers every time she reached for him and he would not reach back. ]
I try very hard to stop looking for ways to hurt myself with you.
[ To let go of the very first armor she had to craft in the wretched aftermath of the betrayal that had plotted the course of her life.
She opens her eyes, smiles small and soft beside the tear that tracks down towards her chin to fall. ]
And you try very hard to be patient with me.