[ He nods a bit. He knows she knows. And that is a lot. That she's heard some of the most vile things that have been said about him - more of those things than most others here - and looks on him with love nevertheless.
And so he fights for a moment. And then forces himself to give voice to this: ]
You hurt me. When you... [ You know. ] I loved you with all my heart. You were the only person I'd given all of myself to.
[ He looks up, his eyes dark and sad. Not angry. Not hateful. Just desperately sad, and just desperate. ]
Maker, when you said to me that I - that I should have gone after you - Lexie, it's eating me away inside.
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Date: 2021-08-19 07:50 pm (UTC)And so he fights for a moment. And then forces himself to give voice to this: ]
You hurt me. When you... [ You know. ] I loved you with all my heart. You were the only person I'd given all of myself to.
[ He looks up, his eyes dark and sad. Not angry. Not hateful. Just desperately sad, and just desperate. ]
Maker, when you said to me that I - that I should have gone after you - Lexie, it's eating me away inside.