[ It's low, gravelly. Hoarse. He knows he's being shitty. It hurts him to be this way. But he can't stop it. ]
I simply - Maker, I try hard. And I'll tell you, Lexie, it's harder to be a good and honest man covered in dirt than it is swathed in silks. If I hadn't been hungry, I wouldn't have been Rolant's creature. If I'd been - Maker, you don't want to hear this. Sorry.
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[ It's low, gravelly. Hoarse. He knows he's being shitty. It hurts him to be this way. But he can't stop it. ]
I simply - Maker, I try hard. And I'll tell you, Lexie, it's harder to be a good and honest man covered in dirt than it is swathed in silks. If I hadn't been hungry, I wouldn't have been Rolant's creature. If I'd been - Maker, you don't want to hear this. Sorry.