[ There is naked shock in her face when she looks up.
He thinks it was aimed at him. The bitter blow she'd aimed at herself, he thinks it was meant for him. ]
Not you. Me. I would have fucked it up anyway.
You did nothing wrong. [ She reaches again for his hand. Tries to reach again. ] You loved me, but I was too afraid to be loved. You were safe, but I was too afraid to be safe. The moment that I knew I loved you he was inside of me laughing and I could hear nothing else.
He left a killing trap in me, waiting for someone I could love to make it spring.
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Date: 2021-09-02 09:07 pm (UTC)He thinks it was aimed at him. The bitter blow she'd aimed at herself, he thinks it was meant for him. ]
Not you. Me. I would have fucked it up anyway.
You did nothing wrong. [ She reaches again for his hand. Tries to reach again. ] You loved me, but I was too afraid to be loved. You were safe, but I was too afraid to be safe. The moment that I knew I loved you he was inside of me laughing and I could hear nothing else.
He left a killing trap in me, waiting for someone I could love to make it spring.