[ He closes his eyes for just a moment. He tries not to think about that miserable life that could have been - always waiting in vain for Bastien’s shadow to return. ]
I’m sorry. I am sorry. I know - I know it was terrible. [ It comes out as a plea: ] Tell me that it was terrible.
[ So that he knows he’s still worth sharing pain with. So that he knows that Bastien won’t just give a debonair smile and disappear. ]
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[ He closes his eyes for just a moment. He tries not to think about that miserable life that could have been - always waiting in vain for Bastien’s shadow to return. ]
I’m sorry. I am sorry. I know - I know it was terrible. [ It comes out as a plea: ] Tell me that it was terrible.
[ So that he knows he’s still worth sharing pain with. So that he knows that Bastien won’t just give a debonair smile and disappear. ]