Ah. Right. That actually didn't explain anything at all, did it? Like a withering plant her pointing finger curls until her hand is in a loose fist and she taps the heel of it on her knee.
"...Well. I hardly own a distillery, do I? So how else would I make mead if not...ya know. Via a little wrongness?"
Athessa lets her head fall against the back of the chair with a soft paff of her curls hitting the upholstery, eyes imploring the ceiling for patience, or a better vocabulary with which she might actually say something that he'll understand.
"The point is," she tells the rafters. She takes a breath, lets it go. And another, before she continues. "That it hurts. To be shut out when I'm already hurt. And I wasn't keeping secrets or not trusting you or whatever you might've thought when I said I didn't want to talk about it."
Any looseness or good humor that had emerged when they'd started inching away from this subject evaporates again. The tension returns to his face; his hands thread together, long fingers twisting themselves nearly into knots.
"I'm not - Shutting you out. There's nothing to be shut out of." Then - "I apologize for pressing you, before. I was wrong to do so."
It strikes her as a bit sad that apologies have been so few and far between that, much like love, she never learned how to deal with them. A dozen different responses make it no further than the back of her throat before she presses her lips into a tight line — a perfunctory facsimile of a smile — and nods once.
Rather than let the silence stretch out uncomfortably long, Athessa leans forward and nudges her glass in Byerly's direction. Pour, please.
Athessa scoffs with the glass halfway to her lips.
"Please. You don't have a monopoly on doing things wrong." The mead isn't exactly how her grandmother made it, but it's pretty close. Considering she didn't have a recipe to work from, it's a win in her book.
"How is it?" She asks, looking up from her drink to raise her brows at Byerly. "I'm guessing this is one of those things that gets better with age, and this batch is only a couple months old, but..."
"A bit sweet," he answers bluntly. "You should let the primary fermentation go longer to get a dryer brew. Few off flavors, though, which is the primary issue with most meads."
Ah, satisfaction. Somehow Athessa couldn't have predicted what scoring a point in a not-quite-battle of wits with Byerly would feel like, but his simple acknowledgment of her pun is very satisfying.
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"...Well. I hardly own a distillery, do I? So how else would I make mead if not...ya know. Via a little wrongness?"
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"There's no sin in brewing. If there were, then every farmer in Thedas would be accursed."
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"She hoards her resources. Good they're being used."
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"That's not the point."
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Athessa lets her head fall against the back of the chair with a soft paff of her curls hitting the upholstery, eyes imploring the ceiling for patience, or a better vocabulary with which she might actually say something that he'll understand.
"The point is," she tells the rafters. She takes a breath, lets it go. And another, before she continues. "That it hurts. To be shut out when I'm already hurt. And I wasn't keeping secrets or not trusting you or whatever you might've thought when I said I didn't want to talk about it."
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"I'm not - Shutting you out. There's nothing to be shut out of." Then - "I apologize for pressing you, before. I was wrong to do so."
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Rather than let the silence stretch out uncomfortably long, Athessa leans forward and nudges her glass in Byerly's direction. Pour, please.
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Finally - "You haven't done anything wrong. I'm the one who does things wrong. You're fine."
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"Please. You don't have a monopoly on doing things wrong." The mead isn't exactly how her grandmother made it, but it's pretty close. Considering she didn't have a recipe to work from, it's a win in her book.
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"In this, I mean."
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"How is it?" She asks, looking up from her drink to raise her brows at Byerly. "I'm guessing this is one of those things that gets better with age, and this batch is only a couple months old, but..."
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And then another sip.
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"Dryer," she repeats. Squints slightly.
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Perhaps most notably: "And still liquid."
Yes, it is honestly confusing, but she is also being a little brat.
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She takes another sip, smacks her lips quietly, and nods.
"Easy on the nose and legs that go all the way up."
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"I'll work on it. Not the mead. Wysteria's house is incredibly haunted."
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She smiles down at her glass.
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